@~MeMoIrS oF tHe PuRpLe HeArT@~

Last week, was the best week ever…I’m still on an emotional high and I don’t think I can come back down to earth. Good Friday was saddening but Easter Sunday was the best day ever. I received easter eggs for the first time in my whole life. Yes, I am a child at heart and I will always remain as one till the day I die. Trivial things that people take for granted,…these are the things that I actually have a soft spot for. Sometimes, I feel too much and get really sentimental….

Just had to have a picture taken of my easter egg with seyoung. Had chocolate easter eggs as well which I have to exercise to shed the extra weight off. What is it with women and weights?!! Yours truly is another victim of the fashion idealist thoughts of beauty but I know at least in the eyes of my love, I’m A O-K! Guess that is what matters the most. Baby, thanks for the best easter ever…@~

"Behind every great love is a great story"…I sincerely believe with my whole heart that this is the only thing in life that is honestly truthful. How can something so pure and mutual between two people ever be wrong and not beautiful. After having dinner at Tony’s last Thursday, we popped over to Blockbuster and I saw the poster…couldn’t resist it, just had to buy it.

I have been mushy and just all dreamy ever since I saw this movie last year. Been telling everyone back home about the movie but they were like ,"Ah!! What film, computer movie ar?"…just spoiled my whole mood. Don’t know why the Malaysian government does not allow the screening of this film, nonetheless,my heart just melts as I look at the poster now. Shouldn’t have put it right in front of my desk….can’t study now.

My relationships have not been like The Notebook…no wonderful stories to tell, but yesterday, I experienced true love, so pure and true that I don’t have to daydream about what life is going to be if it were like The Notebook,…for I am living it right now.

I’m Sorry…

I wouldn’t initiate or drop heavy hints for you to do things for me anymore

I realised that I can’t compensate the true feeling of having someone doing something spontaneous for you

I can’t make you my perfect man

I realised I have to accept  you for who you are…sorry for the whining

From now on, we’ll be care free without any worries about hurting each other’s feelings for there will be no expectation on how the other partner wants to be treated

From now on, we each become the owner’s of our own life and no one can tell us what to or not to do

For all you know, we won’t make the distance and we should try and be happy now

I’m sorry…

Do you have a morning song? Waking up each morning, I turn towards the stereo and press play. I just lay there, listening to my morning song for 15 to 20 minutes. Just the same morning song, over and over again till I’m satisfied. Usually slow, sentimental songs depending on my mood and what I need to get me through life. It is very addictive. Probably that’s why I’m always late for my first class at uni or as a matter of fact, anything else….he he

It used to be ~@ First Love by Utada @~ but I’ve past that stage where I do not need to be comforted relationship wise, then ~@ Sway by Bic Runga @~…it grew on me but its not what I need now. This is going to be a real shocker ~@ All I want for Christmas is you by Mariah @~…YES YES, a christmas song as my morning wake up call. When I listen to songs, what’s most important is the lyrics then the tune.

Now it’s this chinese song which I have no idea what the title is but it’s by ~@ Ah Do @~. Been listening to it for 40 minutes now. I’m going to be late again but for no obligatary appointments,….I’m going to be late for my future life, for what was suppose to happen but didn’t, I’m going to be late for the love of my life!

Updated my photo album. Welcome to the start of a magical visual journey….presenting "~@PuRpLe’S pOrTfOLiO@~. Also added new pictures on my profile page. It’s been awhile since I’ve done so. Will post new ones soon so stay tuned.

These couple of months have been a whirlwind of rollercoaster emotions for me. What you can see from these pictures is the inner me…loving to smile and never hesitating to jump in front of the camera. Love more natural pictures but it’s harder to just *click* at that spontaneous moment as sometimes, you do not realise that that particular timeframe is the moment that should be captured….making it eternal.

Also included are pictures that bring you back in time to share the journey of my life with me. It’s not much but will make the effort to potray my life through pictorials and words.

Feel the soul within….@~Enjoy~@

Passed by the bookstore when the words "Da Vinci" caught my eye. Considering buying the supplementary books as I am absolutely madly in love with all the theories. Vic, you still have my soft cover copy and I still have your dvds. Will exchange when we next meet each other. Don’t know when I’ll be back or what the future lies ahead for me but this is one journey I’m embarking on which is scary as I do not hold the keys in my hands. 4 minutes till class…and a whole eternity of uncertainties @~